You sound like moral, ethics and laws should work like a child sees the world.

He wasn't just teaching a country to manipulate bits and bytes he purposefully ignored all risks and existing laws to help break sanctions decided against a country based on geopolitical situation guided by matter experts.

Sooo?

You assume teaching is purely positive?

If I teach someone else my company secrets I only 'teached' or did I share company secrets?

If I go to north Korea did I teach the about some technology or did I just helped a country to circumvent sanctions?

You have a very easy perception of right and wrong if you think that's an acceptable excuse.

Very similar to the antivax people in Germany who broke demonstration laws by saying they just walking.

I'm 32, wish often enough to not live, think about unfairness around the globe.

I'm often enough dreading work.

My work ethic is very high, it is my hobby and I'm really good at it.

So if that's not being depressed, I'm just realistic?

Could be both:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depressive_realism