Broken communities and meaningless jobs, surely add to the underlying absurdism of life, but life is fundamentally absurd and lonely, and you are coming to this realization.
Your college experience is a short dose of hedonistic pleasures. The young and attractive bunch you were drinking with are either changing diapers or the unattractive folks you are refusing to dance with.
Accept it, turn inward and get more spiritual and less judgmental. I'd also suggest joining a community but I think you need to get spiritual growth first because you will also judge those communities harshly and get isolated. Dancing community? you'll think old and desperate, cross-fit? shallow and stupid, family? changing diapers, meditation/yoga? weirdos,
Well, all those folks are trying to find a temporary break out of the absurd just like you.
Broken communities and meaningless jobs, surely add to the underlying absurdism of life, but life is fundamentally absurd and lonely, and you are coming to this realization.
Your college experience is a short dose of hedonistic pleasures. The young and attractive bunch you were drinking with are either changing diapers or the unattractive folks you are refusing to dance with.
Accept it, turn inward and get more spiritual and less judgmental. I'd also suggest joining a community but I think you need to get spiritual growth first because you will also judge those communities harshly and get isolated. Dancing community? you'll think old and desperate, cross-fit? shallow and stupid, family? changing diapers, meditation/yoga? weirdos,
Well, all those folks are trying to find a temporary break out of the absurd just like you.